Undisclosed Thoughts

Hey yo what’s up! I know how I come and give you a lil and then try to take it away.  LOL. So much to blog about! I mean so much. Let’s first talk about MIAMI!  I had an amazing time! I mean AMAZING!  I got it in in everyway possible.  I will let your own mind figure out what that is lol.

Now that spring break is over, I have to grind it out these last few weeks until my time is up here at Howard. Man am I ready to get the fuck out of here.  I am nervous though because I don’t have a job lined up and I really have no direction for my life. I know what I want to do, but I am not ready to make those moves.  I am just not in a rush to take on big grown adult thangs.  I have all my life to be stuck behind a desk doing corporate finance, why not take this time and actually have some fun without having to worry about a paper being due or a test next week.  I plan on doing some bullshit job while I study for my CFA and GMATs, but I am not about to jump into a world where I will be unhappy. Not now anyway.

Speaking of having fun…I’m having sex with 19 year old again.  I don’t know if it’s because the last part of 08 I had such horrible sex or whatever, but the boy has gotten like amazingly good.  I find myself actually reflecting on our sex during my private sessions.  I know I said hey no more sex until a relationship, but shit the sun is out and the weather is getting better and I can’t help it.  Whenever the sun is out, I lose my mind. All the sexy brothers come out of nowhere and something about sunshine makes me a very sexual person.  So maybe by winter I would have settled down and found someone to actually make a life with.  I just can’t seem to find anyone worthy of all that time and energy.  Def not right now.

ugh this was a boring post. sorry.