Undisclosed Thoughts

I hate birth control and some other ramblings

I started to take my birth control again because I am having sex again regularly and I don’t want to chance it by have teh babiez.  But I fucking hate birth control.  It does what it says, control birth, by totally zapping my sex drive.  Since I have no sex drive, I have no sex and ta-da no babies! I think the minute I slipped the birth control in my vagina (NUVA-RING WHOOP WHOOP!) I totally lost interest in sex.  I went from horny as shit to oh what sex? eh.  I guess this is how depressed people feel when they are on a shitload of anti-depressants. Birth control also make me feel weepy and all female like. I hate it! ugh! But what choice do I have?! I mean using condoms and shit may just enough for you, but I need extra protection so I don’t sweat out my edges!  When I hear of people not even using condoms and no birth control, I wonder how the hell do you sleep at night?! Really how do these people sleep.  I know numerous people who do this. (Yep I’m giving you the side eye) Not only do they have to worry about pregnancy and shit, but what about disease. While they may think that the guy they are with is only fucking them, they are always 90% of the time treated when they find out he’s been sleeping with someone else. And more than likely he’s been busting nuts inside of them too. *shuddering*

Enough of that rant. I watched Twilight last night and that shit was so good! I am now one of those Twilight geeks! I can’t wait for the next movie.  That shit is going to be great!